Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Dream and Economic Crisis

Dream...dream...dream....ZZzzz

Dreams only occur when we are sleeping?! I'm not talking that kind of dream^^ It's about what you hope to get in future and it could be either very fantastic and unrealistic or achievable. 

For most of the successful people, they are great because of BIG dreams. Normally, there are very less people to think big and do big. Somehow, I'm wondering why it is so and it's free of charge to think big, dream big. They're not dare to dream, because of reality settings limit their abilities?? 

Economic crisis, these words always go around my ears recently...

does it matter you to make more money or getting closer to your dreams?? In fact, nowadays economic status is going down and even deeper but the critical thing is "economic crisis" two words. These two words come out from many people's mouth most of the time, it indirectly forms a negative thought on financial aspect, performance and others. How influential it is?? Have you thought of affecting relationship between your family members, friends and others by two words? have you thought of your self-identity, self-concept and others about self? 

Actually, this is what I have experienced and realized that it does affect my life just because of the two words. It made me always think that it's a problem, so I have to do there and do this instead of what I suppose to do as in making choices, more concerning about money which is quite annoying sometimes. The main thing is that, it made me more stress on it that cannot focus on my current stuff. Somehow and don't know how, I figured it out and understood it why it is so, then everything becomes brighter and clearer. 

For me, I'm a healthy thinking person from an unhealthy family. Why I said so? Both of parents are not that positive thinking people as what I think at the first place. Since today's lecture psy204, I change to look at different side of the causes for them. As what Peter Koh said, parents behave this way almost similar to how their parents behave to them as in passing the patterns from current generation to next generation which is inappropriate. Everything is changing, even  biological, psychological, and physiological changes in human will never ever stop, still yet some people do not want to change, it may cause a gap between new age people and old style thinking people. 

Rich dad, and poor dad, it's very famous around the world and everyone surely knows it. And for me, I have rich god mom and poor mom but I love both of them, just that they have a different thinking style on financial aspect which is similar to (It could be my pre-experience makes me think this way^^). Both of their perspectives do really improve my attitudes and the way of thinking on financial management, earning resources and others. I really appreciate their ideals and cares. And I not gonna talk about their differences of their thinking styles, because you know...kinda dilemma HAHA!!!


Anyways, there definitely have lots of factors may involve when a problem occurs. Do think more and deep but stubborn thinking...


Saturday, May 9, 2009

Coming Back....

Holiday, holiday, holiday...

After final exam, I straight away working for about one week and I realized that it kinda hard for male freelancers to get a part-time job. I'm keep looking at different website like asiaparttime.com, jobstreet and others, most of them wana hire female promoters or female flyer givers. Sien... 

Therefore, I was gambling (playing mahjong) at Marcus place almost three times a week. Interestingly, I learned to make sushi at there too. It was so fun to learn new things, I can use it when going after girl^^ haha....Besides gambling, making sushi, I was invited to two days Genting trip too, but all of them go casino and I didnt go because of lack of money, so I can only enjoy my coffee in Coffee Bean with my god sis. 

My holidays are almost finished as today is the last day. I gonna wake up tomorrow early in the morning to attend a class. I'm still thinking how many subjects I should take and I have the answer already just that I need to confirm the time of the classes is not crashed and the how many assignments I need to do in 2 months time. Besides that, I want to register as pal tutee to improve my studies. I really need to put full effort for this two months to get Bs. It is so sad that I never ever get a B since I started studying psychology. I'm wondering no matter how hard I try and change my study skills, I still cant get a B, that's why I wan to apply the Pal tutee.  

For now, I need to re-arrange my holiday mode to study mode and my circadian too for study weeks coz I become nocturnal animal during holiday, sleep in day time and active at night time. NEED TO BE FULLY PREPARED FOR A NEW SEM!!! YOR~~~!!!

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Confusion

Resting....I had a really enough rest today.

 I got up at almost 12 noon and not woke up naturally, but something (keep thinking of someone) made me awake....kinda strange and force myself not to think of it due to certain reasons and it's confusing me most of the time recently...

Perhaps I think too much of unecessary stuff and I should focus on my goals. Can I put this problem away for a while before I achieve my certain sub-goals?? 

.....Although life could be short, but wonderful. Trust me ^^

Friday, May 1, 2009

Genting!!! Sien~~!!!

Genting, Genting and Genting....I'm sitting with Marcus's youngest sis now (she's just beside me in Coffee Bean and writting same topic for the blog!!!)...SIEN....

For her, Genting is a super duper place cited as her blog!!! hehe...quite lame!!!

For me, I just follow Marcus for fun....actually it's not that fun, because I have not enough cash and my bank is quite empty recently due to the postponed payment (still in the progress...DENG!!!) In the end, Marcus and his family go gambling, and the thing I can do is drink coffee while talking to my laptop in the cooler place than KL (although Lisa is sitting beside me...) 

Well today is 1st of May, it's Labor Day and I suppose to attend my high school gathering either sing k or playing football then dinner at around Sunway...Luckily, I forget about this at all, therefore I can save the money...hehe....money again!!! I hate the feeling of Lacking Money and Cash most!!! Since my laptop was stolen, I straight away get into a financial crisis (negative 600), then someone cheated the Digi phone fee that I already pay means I have to pay back RM400 plus again and my glasses was gone means need to buy one again and cost me RM250 again...total up I owe 1000 plus (uncounted the digi fee).....Luckily, my ptptn loan approved, so I must clear all the stupid debts at first regardless of any circumstances....this is the main goal for current situation. 

Besides all these encouters, only positive thinking keep motivating me to move forward, otherwise I'm like a ship never ever move and stop in the middle of ocean!!! So, I HAVE TO LEAD THE SHIP TO MOVE- LEADERSHIP (My own theory^^).

By moing forward, it means changes are a must. For instance, decreasing my daily expenses as low as possible and cut off all those unecessary expenses. Furthermore, CARI MAKAN (getting jobs or any earning potential chances) is very important to get resources. Saving money is not enough fast to clear the debts, need to get more and more resources perhaps using money to make more money....haha...Too soon to think aobut this!!!

One more to say is that, reading is a must for everyday, because our own knowledge is our richest thing that can't be stolen by others. For me, It's my mental meal that I have everyday. Just a couple of pages per day or night, and it's more than enough!!!


READ FIRST, THINK LATER!!!  

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Boring part- time job

Straight away working after the final exam till today. Luckily, I'm off tomorrow and feel like not to continue the job as promoting the Campell's soups...

All this time, I'm working with Malays (no offense), so this is the first time I work with them and it has pros and cons...

Working with them is like relaxing and you can stop when you wan to stop...TOO FLEXIBLE!!! Somehow I don't like their slow-motion working style, coz I'm slightly type A person!!!

Basically, nothing much I can learn from this job, somemore the payment is low (rm7.5 per hour). For me, it is low, usually the standard price is rm10 per hour but then there is less and less events and functions since the economic crisis happened, so this is the only choice to earn a small money...

Keep looking for a better part-time job for next week now!!! Otherwise, I'm broke and stay at home till the end of holiday...sad thing!!!

Monday, April 13, 2009

Overloaded...

Brain is heavy...

Full of information...

Eating Disorder...

Sex Dsyfunction...

Stress and Physical Health...

Substance Use Disorder...

Personality Disorder...

Ended up with...

Information Overloaded...

*&*%$#@#@#@#$&*!!@#

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Studying....


Keep on studying...

Non-Stop studying Abnormal Psychology (Chapter 12 Stress and Physical Health)...

Still many chapters to go...


Time won't stop for you...

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