It has been long time that I do not update my blog. Cuz I'm having a damn short sem.

What to expect? Assignments due on every week and attending tutorials almost once a week.

BUT, I kinda like this kind of life style I think, I'm slowly become the workaholic who always make myself busy with every single time.

This time, it's fully productive with working with lynette's gang, you know their style once you join them. To be honest, I learn so much from them as in their teamwork, the roles they playing and one thing is high determination.

For me, it's a very wonderfull experience by working with them, no doubt at all.

A part from that, I think I need to see counsellor to solve my personal problems. As I have been thinking certain problems within myself, it's time to take action to move from my comfort zone to face the conflicts within myself from what I have monitored myself. Besides psychological problems, I need to see doctor regarding to my skin problem and it's been bothering me for couple of years, so what am I waiting for...( I already dun care about the cost )

Anyways, I just back from college and was having class and meeting since 9 sth in the morning, I need to rest and start doing assignment...

Case Study

MICHAEL, age 16 first obtained his SPM results and found it was not good enough to enter Form 6 to do his STPM. He was in the Arts stream and personally, was not very academically inclined -- it was his parents, especially his authoritarian mother, who wanted to push him to aspire to going to Form 6 and kept on nagging him about this. They insisted that he re-take his O Levels and do better the next time to try and get in. They enrolled him in a private institution (even though the family was not well off) and after a few months, much to their consternation, he called it quits because he was not really interested in academic studies. This resulted in a lot of frequent fights, arguments and conflicts especially with his mother, who complained that they had spent their hard earned money on his education (only to see him quit) – they asked what he was going to do with his life? He was put under a lot of pressure, especially since Michael had two elder brothers who were in university and another elder sister in Form 6. He was always under the impression that he was being compared with his siblings who were seen by the parents as more successful and smarter than he. He thought of himself as “quite useless” but not totally a hopeless fellow!

In fact, Michael was very musically inclined. Since young, his parents had encour­aged and supported him in musical activities. He was particularly talented in playing the drums, keyboards and guitar. He enjoyed singing, was a natural performer on stage, having taken part in various talentimes in school and played in concerts fronting his own indie rock band. Therefore, he wanted to be a professional musician, form a rock band and see how far he can go. However, his parents, particularly his mother objected strongly because she was “old-fashioned” and stereotypical in her thinking and abhorred the lifestyle of a rock musician so there was a conflict in values. (Besides, they were church goers and see rock music as the devil’s music). They were willing to sponsor Michael to take up classical music and hopefully, he could become a music teacher. However, Michael was interested in developing his per­formance skills and really enjoyed playing and singing in a band as this made him feel worthwhile as a person, rather than teaching classical music, which he did for a while and found it was really boring and not his cup of tea. This irked his parents even more (since they paid for his piano lessons and he only finished Grade 7) and resulted in frequent quarrels with his parents over what he wanted to do with his life. Michael (now 18) was confused and frustrated and did not know what to do. He needs your help and advice to cope and be a ‘bridge over troubled water’ at a critical time of his life.

F*king Hot

I'm Headache all the way from morning until now!!!

D*mn It!!! 

HOT LIKE HELL

Today is 7th of June, Sunday...

Guess what!!?? 

It's damn HOT, HOT, HOT!!!!!

It makes me headache now...

What can I do??!! 

Feel like go swimming now...

Can't Wait To Be Able To RUN

It's been 2 weeks that my leg is still swollen...

I can walk and jump vertically but run...

Sad thing

I have very strong urge that I can run like a leopard...

Fly like this dog??....Could be but not now...

I believe I can fly....

I believe I can touch the sky...

It's time to rest again??

Guess what again?? 

My left ankle was twisted and injure badly last nite.....T.T swollen big like a bun

Supposedly, I got 2 classes and a tutorial today, and i skip all of that....Ngok!!! 

What to do, I can't even walk and drive...ish I only stay at home.

Recalling what happen last nite, my ankle was kicked by one of offensive players and it make my ankle twisted, then that stupid fellow was the first one to said "I didnt crash you..." he was really making a joke. I was really wan to slap him, but i didnt...anyhow, it's considered an accident...maybe it's good for me to rest in order to continue a longer journey^^

At that moment, the pain nearly killed me!!! Wana Scream!!! Somemore I was dizzy coz of lack of blood (blood donating on Sunday)...Then, went to see china tabib with Daniel, luckily he fetched me to see the doctor. 

The funny thing is that, the doctor did some kongfu to us, he really put effort on promoting us....but then the pain still there. In the end, it cost me rm120 VERY EXPENSIVE!!!

When i was back, i can't sleep thru out the nite, the pain increased, then this morning i went to see another doctor, and she gave injection to me and told me that once you get injure, go to see western doctor 1st, after recovery then only go to see herbalist doctor to strengthen the weak part. Now I only know, no wonder my leg was more painfull...somemore i paid 120....

And now, I feel better and hopet I can drive tml, and i wan to go class...

Dream and Economic Crisis

Dream...dream...dream....ZZzzz

Dreams only occur when we are sleeping?! I'm not talking that kind of dream^^ It's about what you hope to get in future and it could be either very fantastic and unrealistic or achievable. 

For most of the successful people, they are great because of BIG dreams. Normally, there are very less people to think big and do big. Somehow, I'm wondering why it is so and it's free of charge to think big, dream big. They're not dare to dream, because of reality settings limit their abilities?? 

Economic crisis, these words always go around my ears recently...

does it matter you to make more money or getting closer to your dreams?? In fact, nowadays economic status is going down and even deeper but the critical thing is "economic crisis" two words. These two words come out from many people's mouth most of the time, it indirectly forms a negative thought on financial aspect, performance and others. How influential it is?? Have you thought of affecting relationship between your family members, friends and others by two words? have you thought of your self-identity, self-concept and others about self? 

Actually, this is what I have experienced and realized that it does affect my life just because of the two words. It made me always think that it's a problem, so I have to do there and do this instead of what I suppose to do as in making choices, more concerning about money which is quite annoying sometimes. The main thing is that, it made me more stress on it that cannot focus on my current stuff. Somehow and don't know how, I figured it out and understood it why it is so, then everything becomes brighter and clearer. 

For me, I'm a healthy thinking person from an unhealthy family. Why I said so? Both of parents are not that positive thinking people as what I think at the first place. Since today's lecture psy204, I change to look at different side of the causes for them. As what Peter Koh said, parents behave this way almost similar to how their parents behave to them as in passing the patterns from current generation to next generation which is inappropriate. Everything is changing, even  biological, psychological, and physiological changes in human will never ever stop, still yet some people do not want to change, it may cause a gap between new age people and old style thinking people. 

Rich dad, and poor dad, it's very famous around the world and everyone surely knows it. And for me, I have rich god mom and poor mom but I love both of them, just that they have a different thinking style on financial aspect which is similar to (It could be my pre-experience makes me think this way^^). Both of their perspectives do really improve my attitudes and the way of thinking on financial management, earning resources and others. I really appreciate their ideals and cares. And I not gonna talk about their differences of their thinking styles, because you know...kinda dilemma HAHA!!!

Anyways, there definitely have lots of factors may involve when a problem occurs. Do think more and deep but stubborn thinking...