ugly truth

I was wondering and thinking what I have been learning from psychology

and a light suddenly came out in my mind that

truth is the word was showing in my head

and are there any relations what I learn...?

Yes, there is

Finding truths, it is what I learn so far from psychology that

tracking origin causes and understand the truth...

Truth is always ugly somehow it's undesirable in people mind

most of the time, people tend to intellectualize bad thing that

seems to be just better and positive

but

is that true?

Truth, fight or flight is the solution of facing it...

There is no morally right or wrong between fight and flight in my point of view

what do you think?

Last Paper

I/O Psychology was the final paper for today and it really was a hell in the exam hall that keeping flipping my textbook and few of my printed journals to get the information for the 4 essays...

I had more than enough information but limited time not allowed me to finish the paper,and the worst thing was that I find lots of relevant journals that is out of textbook hope to get better result, but it gave me an empty hope that I only use 2 out of 11 journals I had printed and printing cost is about RM12!!! Most of the question were covered by textbook, is totally not what I expected from my lecturer who always makes us think out of the box....

Anyways, I finished my complains...Supposedly, I feel relief and happy simply because I already finished my last paper and going to have my holiday. But, I'm not in that mood now and I don't see I have put full effort on the paper even though I spent long time on studying it. This thinking keeps showing in my head while I was driving home and wondering why I'm in some kind of emptiness feeling after the exam...

Could it be that most of my course mates still have one paper to go on this Thursday, and I'm the only one who is free and nowhere to go with? Or the performance of the exam affects my mood? At this moment, what I always do when I'm lost and nowhere to go, is to get answers my favorite book by randomly flipping the book and read.
Here is the title, Burn the Extra 1 Percent... and this short article inspires me immediately by "The last 1 percent most people keep in reserve is the extra champions have to courage to burn." This reminded me the preparation of exam of mine that I did put most of the effort on it but all...and this is why I don't have the feeling to say "I give it my all, I did the best." and this made me dissatisfied after the exam.

Plus, the opportunity for outright greatness comes at the every moment that ordinary people give up, this is what I have to remember it heart by heart especially in dealing with my thesis which due on 3rd week of next semester...

Here I go for my next target- THESIS 1, I'm going to lighten my inner fire.

Let's fire up!!!