Before writing this blog...
I was doing counseling assignment which talking about friendship issues...
What stop me from doing the assignment?
It is explanation of friendship...
I realized that I do not know how to explain it and
I used to have a bunch of best friends, so-call brothers...
and because of some issues I decided to give up them...
In college, I also used to have a best friend and so-call brother...
but this time I tried to save it...
still feel cheated and forcing myself to forget it...
what is friendship?
I have a lot of friends but in different categories...
basketball teammates, study group, church friends, business partners but...
not as close as best friend...
sometimes, i dislike feeling of being alone but I enjoy it sometimes....
hmmmm.....is that my problem?
maybe misperception bring me wrong mindset or something else?
As Gestalt theory said, focus here and now....
so I have to go back and focus on my assignment now!!!
bye~
