Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Frustration

I don't know why bad things keep on happen on me? Or I should say I mess up my time more often for this semester? I'm quite frustrated and do not know how to release it.Frustrated about my thesis that I have missed out the presentation due to my partner's wrong information and lost 30%. And I'm so worried about my future somehow...that I didn't feel this way ever till now.

Could it be the thesis make me down all the way till now? Should I blame him? I knew our report will be very superficial for the lit review and theories, then I was fully prepared for the presentation, but it was over.

Another thing is that, I suddenly think whether psychology is really what I want. In year 3, it's so late that half a year to go to re-consider the course I'm finishing. is that an unnecessary pressure for now? I think I have to see counselor to solve my problems. it isn't good to be ignored this way...

I hope I can recover as soon as possible to stand up. I wish there are many things waiting for me to achieve and gain!!! There always have if I want



Sunday, March 21, 2010

Something

Something is still missing that I need it so much!!

I have been looking for it since 3 years ago...

Without it, I'm just so dry and my life is just colorless...

And, I know what is the thing I'm looking for

It's passion like getting up and go...

PASSION