I'm having a busy weekend...
working + assignment + another assignment..
But, I mostly focus on working not because I'm so money-needed
it's because I'm merely physically tired...
like trying to stand for about 8 to 9 hours and doing nothing...
But then, I choose to talk to my working friends and of course going with my funny style...
and suddenly one of them spoke about mask (self-presentation)
and it reminded me something I'm used to be skilled in it before I choose to be real...
The reason I chose to be real because it makes me feel comfortable...
but in between it brought hurt to me because it lower down my defend wall and cheated by a best friend I always thought.
Still, I choose to be real.
Although reality is cruel enough to make people fight or flight and different self-presentation in particular circumstances is needed in order to survive.
Still, I choose to be real.
If I set a wall that how I treat people based on how they treat on me...
Try to think again, if everyone of us set a mind as what I set the whole world will be as cool as hi-bye friend existed. There is always an initiator to make thing start, so does a relationship. Be truthful and nice to people and importantly to ourselves, and people start looking for you but otherwise.
Choosing to be real doesn't mean that you have to critique people directly in front of others.
Taking care of other's feeling is how you taking care of your own feelings.
There is always a reason when someone appears in your life. It could be few second and brings big changes.
You will never know what is happening next in your life...
it's like life is short but meaningful...
perfection is imperfection
