No more coward

I'm reflecting myself what I have done in this week and what I suppose to do for this week...

And I realized that I'm a coward...

I admit it...

I tell people to step out from their comfort zone

but in fact, I'm standing inside my comfort zone...

Such a coward...

Undeniably, I missed and skipped a lot of important things in 22 years...

and I denied the existence of the mistakes I made...

I'm gonna step out the coward zone by taking action to solve my unfinished businesses!!!

Pray for me if you read this post...

I'm gonna do God's a favor...

Driving with shadow, Feelings like Blues

Do people get blue when they're getting tired?

And how do they usually deal with the blue?

I think there is something not right within myself...

perhaps "the someone"...

caffeine withdrawal effects?

It's impossible and it's only a random blue-ness and not even listed in the DSM-IV

This blue-ness always want me to give up something or someone...

But he asked not to and keep it up and don't do the same mistake again...

I so wish that I can transcend the blue when especially occurs at this particular timing...

This is one of my strongholds...I admitted...

There something I want to say...

but...

Can I create the flow for myself to follow?

I'm just a mellow fellow

You're completely defeated when you compare yourself with others around you.

Recalling

Way back to the glory time in basketball, everyone clapped for his performance and his spirit at the basketball court. It's 4 to 5 years ago when there was a only little kid want to beat those tall guys at the basketball court.

This kid took more than 5 hours to train himself everyday just for defeating basketball giants.

He overcame all others' humiliation and turned it into stronger power to move forward.

In the end, he successfully stood firmly on the stage and playing games like playing a show with his tempo freely. The most accurate shooting and fastest player in the school but he was isolated once his ankle was sprained. At that time, he learned to be humble and pick up his own favorite basketball and started training his shooting. From that time, speed is a matter for him because of the injured ankle but his shooting styles were much different from last time and this was where the great 3 point shooter born. Undeniably, state players were scared by this little boy. Unfortunately, his basketball life is short, his injured ankle was getting worse and worse. He kept the pain for himself and continued fight for the team till one day. It was a cruel day for him that his ankle was twisted and he was abandoned outside the court. At that time, he lost faith to the team mates and left alone without looking back. He learned new thing-reality.

And, he decided to start new page of life.

Time flies, things change, we must change...