Friendship

Before writing this blog...

I was doing counseling assignment which talking about friendship issues...

What stop me from doing the assignment?

It is explanation of friendship...

I realized that I do not know how to explain it and

I used to have a bunch of best friends, so-call brothers...

and because of some issues I decided to give up them...

In college, I also used to have a best friend and so-call brother...

but this time I tried to save it...

still feel cheated and forcing myself to forget it...

what is friendship?

I have a lot of friends but in different categories...

basketball teammates, study group, church friends, business partners but...

not as close as best friend...

sometimes, i dislike feeling of being alone but I enjoy it sometimes....

hmmmm.....is that my problem?

maybe misperception bring me wrong mindset or something else?

As Gestalt theory said, focus here and now....

so I have to go back and focus on my assignment now!!!

bye~